So alhamdulillah, the accident was over, the families of the fallen had settled down, and they are now able to comfort themselves better despite the fact that today's the first of Hari Raya Aidil Fitri!
My usual habit is to get up and get on her facebook account. Yeh my Ex's facebook account and browsed her pictures with her boyfriend and read up the description in every pictures and also the date. I realized that they have been together for more than a year, yeah that's cool. Another thing is that I have the ability to see the level of intimacy of a person to his/ her loved ones so I saw a lot of close intimation, passion, love, security and trust revolving around this lovebird.
I feel bad.
Because I've known her virtually and still liking her like crazy, but shit happened, and she hung up with this guy and eventhough she hesitated at first, out of confusion, she accepted him as her boyfriend and good things happen yo.
I kinda jealous to see she is getting close to him but wise men say," what's gonna be has got to be".
That's why.
That is the reason why I left her, leaving her or should i say giving her that golden time, that golden opportunity with this guy.. how should i describe this guy? Any woman's dream come true yo; looks, fairness, good smile, style, charisma, you said it, he got the ingredients to make "any" picture looked good.
And how should I describe her? Mentally tough, physically weak lol but in terms of overt appearance, she's really pretty and cute, and she has nice caring and warm personality. Well that is how I see people and stuffs. Im weird, yeh I should have taken psychology hahaha
When these two are combined together, that would create a strong aura that would make people "wanting" to see more of these lovebird.
I feel sad.
Because I didnt have that strength, upperhand and charisma to match this man; who yields his long sword and shiny armour, while I would be in the changing room, admiring his girlfriend hhahahaha
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