If only time can be stopped at will...

Life is hard..

Since time passes by really quick..

Im 22.. and I realise im gettin older now..

Death might be just around the corner..

But Im inevitably not ready to die..

Since I have realised I have lots lots of things that I need to do..

My ambition.. My dream.. My pursue ... Honing my skills

All of these require a hell amount of time..


Funny when I started to gettin myself interested in drawing cartoons...

Using papers and graphite pencils..

Copying people's arts..

Before making my own skills and style into my art..

Then I gradually started to develop boredom in art..

Because I knew the fact that being good at art wont take me anywhere ..

As art was deemed as of low standard..



but when i turned to 22..

When i started to touch flash and its digital coloring..

My passion for drawin more started to flame even more..

But for the past years, I have been leaving my art behind..

And my smoothness in drawin my art has for some reason..

becomes rough..

My skills have become rusted ..

And again it takes time to hone my skills more..



I need time to be stopped so i can ..

Hone my skills til i reach professional level in drawing..

Animating both flash and CG..

Using effective digital coloring til I have the complete mastery on it..

I can improve my skills in certain field like badminton, woodwork, metalwork, architectural design..

SO many ..

Thinkin of it and reminiscing it just make me feel..

overpowered..

undermined by my incapabilities to achieve all these..

Should I continue or should I just give it up..




For the time cannot be stopped..




-Aaron Lockheart