The Fallen

Lol To be frank, the title for this blog does not actually suit the contents that I am going to present below xD

Well below are the timelines that I deemed are important in my life:


5th March 2011: Saturday

-Well well well, I was enjoying my time playing badminton again with my friends. Most of my strokes though still at intermediate stage, were perfectly executed blah blah. So I was waiting for my dad to pick me up, then I realized my mom and my lil sis were in the car also. Without me knowing of where we were supposed to go, my dad told me that we were going to the RIPAS hospital to get the medication for my lil sis (she had been coughing for 2 straight days). But I then realized that my dad also wanted to get his health condition checked. I was "Dad, its about time lol You've been hesitating to get yourselves checked. Hopefully, they provide you the medication to heal you in no time" I didnt know that after my dad had his time talking to the doctor, the doctor said that my dad had to stay in the hospital (betahan ya). I was like "wow taht was unexpected" and the look on my dad was like "hahaha betahan ku" while drawing a smile on his face. I knew it right away that, he's trying to hide his true feelings. But I convinced my dad its just one night in the hospital, and everything gonna be alright. BUt I was wrong.


7th March 2011

My dad was told to have a positive sign of TB and he had to go to the hospital in TUTONG. I was quite surprised when my mom told me that because that also means dad wont be with us for unknown amount of time. Sad.. what made me emotionally emotional was my lil sis when I asked her "buwhhh bapa nda lagi dpt pupuk ko ni. cna ko tidur ni" and she replied "Pijah pupuk sendiri saja la. Tidur sendiri saja" That really made me speechless lol And so.. my dad is in the hospital in TUTONG. Hope he's gonna be alright. And he informed me that I can go to the hospital every friday and Sunday not everyday.


11th March 2011

Damn. My geo students smua fail lol and my maths, only one girl failed and the other girl passed while the other boys failed with two of them passed. Kinda sad.. I mean like "damn, where did I gone wrong. Why did they fail ? Arent my classworks complete enought to supply them the necessary knowledge to answer the questions" Then I realized taht they couldnt understand the questionss.. arghhh Interim studeents are a pain in the ass but whatever happens, I need to complete this damn TP. LOL

Kinda weird for not having dad with us in the house, hope he's doing fine in the hospital while taking his medications. Strangely enough, I feel nothing when dad not with us. I dunno why. I dont seem to be missing him, maybe im used to this "atmosphere" but I dunno how mom would react to the "missing" integral. WEll i need to do my lesson plan now huhuhu


see ya suckers