Thinking of what's gonna happen to me.

I just got the result of my degree classification...

Alhamdulillah though I didnt like the result but ok laa.. degree holder mei..

Now the real question is .. what am i gonna do with my life?

join the army?

work permanently in SB?

work in banks?


*shrugs* I dunno..


Everytime I think about my classification and then I relate it to my surroundings.. I started to feel small and intimidated by the potential pressures around me..


My dad would feel vulnerable and fragile from his peers' perspectives when he shared my result cos his other friends are keen on challenging me.. since their kids are smart and brilliant..

My dad would feel insecure visiting my other families in which their sons and daughter got second class degree.. and above...

My dad would feel confused to what is going to happen to my future.. being the only child in my family, bringing up the honour to my family is going to be a problem... that cant be fixed in short period of time..

My mom? nahhh not much gonna happen since she's ignorant to my result lol


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I guess joining the army is the only way ..