Damn.. I have been wishing I would meet her in person and i thought that is just one impossible dream but without me knowing it, i literally actually met "her" but she wasnt actually her. But..
Her voice, her eyes, her cheek, her body size, her height, her smile, teeth and face... she's almost like her. My ex.
Too bad something told me that she wasnt for me.. cos I have this "Ability" that whenever I see someone ( a girl obviously ) I would either being given an image of the long term process with that person or I would feel nothing. SHes amazing and all, but she seemingly disliked me. Yeah of course I wasnt that close to a K-pop celebrity, im only a modest army going to be. Everything i talker to her, she doesnt seem to like looking at me and she does look away whenever she talked me even at our final day, she doesnt seem to be comfortable having me around. Yeah so that said, she wasnt for me lol
She may look the same like my ex, but her feelings, her heart, her passion and her taste were not into me.
Its kinda awkward I approached her and I called her yummie lol and I was so stupid to make her call me aaron. Cos I wanna have that old nostalgic feelings back when i was with my ex,. I guess i wasnt that smart enough. I remember I saw her smiling with hope with her male frens but changes her facial expression when she talked to me.. i was like am i really that ugly. Damn...
Its really enjoying meeting her.. though she looked like my ex but of course she is just another versiion of a girl who "looked like my ex"
I really dunno what to do. I need to distract my mind so that i can have a nice peace in mind..
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I was stuuuuuuuuuupidddd enough thinking about all of these so i thought that its better off to think and consider her as my friend. Just a friend in need. No more.
I had enough of this never ending pursue for her cos she llooked a like but i believe the world is not a dot.
i have lots of things to explore out there. '
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