The path that I chose

I know Im not being me at the moment..

I laughed, I fooled around, I messed up ..

All I did was to sheathe all the pain, difficulties and problems..

That had been lurking deep inside my fragile heart.

I know I just said the obvious.

People had exactly the same problem..

or better said, worse than I currently at the moment..



From the moment I realized who I really am..

The moment I realized my limit, my capabilities, my weakness..

I always wanted to be one of those elites who never imagine..

their limit..

And yet they keep on surpassing their boundaries..


I have always strive to be the best..

The more I tried to re surface to the dream..

The more I sucked myself deep under the ocean of comfort zone..


I finally found .. or should I say..

"The" only Opportunities..

To prove myself., my self worth..

To re-define my pitiful self, my ignored frail existence..

To realize where I should stand..

To silent those laughters echoing down the hall,,.

To neglect the so called negative sides that people..

had been engraved inside their mind..


My pitiful self..



That is why I join the Opportunities.



Cos I wanna change my down to earth, low motivated, frail self..



.. to a brand new ..



ME.




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